the truth makes everything else appears to be false.
Esa Chica
DENGYIN and i'm 19 this year. I went to
I like to sing, dance, play, chill. So comeon and chill with me. =D
WANTS
ME: roller-skates, whole set of harry potter dvds, digital camera.
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SHOP!!! WENYI AYESHA SHARMAN SINYEE
We Had Together
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Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 9:43 PM Dejavu Dejavu you stopped looking into my eyes when talking you started to ignore me you tried to hide from me maybe you hate me i may not have good grades i am not always there for you i do not always understand you maybe i am not a good fren you hate my sarcasm but do you know you do that too? you hate me being late but you do that even often. i hate changes but everyone is changing perhaps to be a better student but not a person history's repeating itself maybe its destined for me to change the way i handle relationships maybe i should let nature take its course maybe i should let go maybe i am too selfish hoping my frens wouldnt go "frens forever" is bullshit theres nvr such a thing maybe i am just a bad fren thats why i do not any any of them. |
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 8:35 PM alright! i finaly got to use the comp after 1 week. school is as boring as ever. and the weather is as weird as it can be. and its increasingly hot nowadays. especially during econs and i have no idea why. it only, and seriously ONLY, affect my concentration to listen during econs tutorial. moreover, i am NOT studying?! wad's the fucking problem with me? btw, today i went to watch MONGA with ayesha. its *erm* too chim for me to understand. something about brotherhood but in the end they sort of betrayed one another and tried to killed one another. then just DONT "jie bai" in the first place la! DONT be brothers la. hmmmm. of course, talking about frens. i cant seem to describe my feelings now. its pretty complex. sometimes i felt im crap to my frens and sometimes i feel that they treat my like crap and not worth to be my frens! well, i think i should be more considerate and understand, tolerate them, shouldnt i? i will not be a lightbulb AGAIN (aye, that's for you and your flowers) now's for some homework. it sucks. but i hope i can get good results. i hate myself. |
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Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 10:49 PM i AM going to save money to get al those things that i want. obviously i cannot fulfil my wish of getting all the harry potter series DVDs now. so i can put it off for a while more and save for the rest first. =D im totally WASTING my money on movies. let me show u which movies i watched which are still showing in the movie theatres now: 1) How to train your dragons (3D) 2) When in rome 3) Alice in wonderland (3D) 4) Date night 5) Kidnapper the worst thing is i still wanna watch these shows: 1) Clash of the Titans 2) Being human 3) Future X-cop BUT I CANT!!!!!!! and i wont (i hope) |
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@ 10:13 PM im back HOME!! today i went to study with ayesha and did math - stats one, which killed at least half of my brain cells doing 2 questions. hmmmm. nvm. got a bunny from skater and had fun ytd =D |
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Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 8:02 PM "it is not our abilities that define our future, but it is our choices that define it." this quote is extracted from "Harry Potter" =D love it well, today i had school as usual and bored as usual. now im watching the supposedly "sad" show. i think IT IS pretty sad. poor women who is betrayed/bullied by 3 men in her whole life. this totally proved ayesha's point on "boys are evil creatures" HAHA! alright. i must take note of what i write now because i have to be responsible for it. i cant threaten to kill someone or to burn/bomb the sch. hmmmm. theres a fire station so near anyway. ok thats besides the point. of course i dun wish to see hte sch to burn down. hmmm. i remembered the time when i was in sec 2 (i think), arsonist (sorry i forgot ur real name) set the chem lab on a small fire (i believe) and the whole sch need to assemble. heehee well, i watched harry potter AGAIN! yes again, but i still love it ok?! im gonna collect the whole set when the last episode comes out. =D
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Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 11:27 PM today i had fun at decoders. tats all i can say. when u live in a world of jealousy, u only suffer. so why not just think in a positive way, such that u spare urself of such pain, and enjoy life just like how others do?
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Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 9:27 PM today, i found out that that im allergic to carrots. how? because i agreed to let my mother test her home-made carrot facial. FML. haha. i swear it is one of my worst rash ever! and now its hurting like mad cause i totally scratched it like MAD. but its still better than being itchy. i can only stand the itchy-ness for merely 5 mins and i HAVE to wash it off. and then, i realised i was already getting rashes without having to scratch it. wow.
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Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 10:51 PM i have a very very funny thing to say. in an attempt to describe how smelly my brother is, my mom ask me: "did u smell ur armpit before? its tat smell." WTF! lol. and my sister laughed like mad too. anyway, my mom asked me damn alot of weird qns. mom: "who did u go out with today?" me: "my friends lo." mom: "boy ar? boyfriend" me: "no, i went out with my sarangoon friend." mom: "again?? dun tell me ur have a special relationship." me: " (=.=) no?! wad the hell." mom: "why ur always go out tgt. it bad to have such relationship. dun fall into one." hmmmm.... wad can i say. anyway we had fun roller-bladding today and ayesha is very very talented.
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