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Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 10:01 PM i seriously dont understand why people expect more from those who are already doing better. go fucking put all your expectations on your DEAR boy and stop irritating me. FUCK. you want me to get better grades, let me do wadever i want. AND i think that i can get better grades by living in a hostel because i will be able to study better with everyone else studying. I DUN FUCKING HAVE SELF-DISCIPLINE TO STUDY. so fuckingly let me do it under teacher's supervision. and use a better reason to explain why not let me stay there. cause ur reason of: you have a hse so near to stay. WADEVER. its the environment asshole. anyway, stop getting ur expectations so HIGH because you NVR did well during sch in your time. YES. you are successful now => this only shows that one can be successful without paper qualifications. im not like someone who plays and not study at all. im not the one who have the worst grades. im not the one who use violence to solve problems. then why am i getting worse treatment compared to that SOMEONE? i didnt go do wadever i like most, cause i know u wont allow; u want me to get good grades. SO, I DIDNT. and still, i get this type of fucking treatment when i want to get better grades. i dont want to study ANYMORE. the world is unfair. is there real justice in this world? FUCK. bytheway, i bought the discman with my own money too, just like tat someone so stop saying stuff like: but he paid for that himself. CAUSE I DID TOO! and it's so fucking obvious you are so FUCKING BIASED. i dont think the world needs me. everyone hates me and i should just die and no one will actually mourn for me. so, dont even give birth to me in the first place. FUCK. *a body without soul.
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